The double life is a killer, self respect, self esteem, I cannot acknowledge the relationship publicly. You have a stellium in Cancer! I want to keep our friendship that we have but not sure what to expect. Thanks for reading my post. Yet, later, he will admit to knowing the details. If he had said the word, I would have left my marriage and followed him to the ends of the earth.
A lot of them remind me of my close friends that i myself feel comfortable around and can speak my mind. Now we have moved to the stage of inviting each other to our homes — but nothing major yet — not a signle kiss. . I just happen to be always attracted to gay guys. He is such a nice, wonderful human being. I tried to avoid talking about anything to do with his sex-life but he starts tellin me that he made out with some damn unattractive guy…Is he trying to make me jealous? My only solution so far is to stop spending time with them. It almost feels like a spell.
Here is my story: I´ve known him for 30 years now. I give him 300 — 400 dollars a day. I might need the same from you. He can not expect you to be his councillor. I care deeply about him. And, has he considered that he is simply bi-sexual? I suggest accepting this, and trying to move on. I am wondering if my eyes and my mind have finally been opened to the way in which I was intended to be.
He really is a wonderful person. He enjoys my company and he is wise. Like they really turn me on. So, he does so many things that make me blush and smile and just feel special! I just told him the whole story last month. They have a different relationship to him and I.
I have zero fear of somehow becoming gay, believe me, everyone would know if I were into men. But later, I caved in-told him I was in love with him. Like the phrase deny, deny, deny, I repeat this. Almost everytime he talks to me, he ends up trying to make me laugh or compliments something about me. Thus there is significant payoff of all parties.
How could I have fallen for a guy who puts his penis in other men? Oh Melonstar, I really feel for you. The father is 22 and worked with me. I never knew him at all, as it turns out, too. I don't want to get married. My best friend is gay.
I could not believe it was the same sweet person. He left and the next morning he left for vacation. Falling in love with a person who cannot give it back is unhealthy. About 3 hours away fron denver. I expect him to be the friend that he always has been. So I went to a much better high end hospital. I am from Northern Europe whereas he is American.
We became good friends quickly. Have you actually told him you want to be with him though? How can we do this? So I left him to have space and think because I also have a boyfriend and I did not want to hurt anybody. I am very attractive and always have been, many people tell me when they first meet me they think I am the most beautiful woman they ever met, which is a great compliment that only builds my self esteem and is probably one of the reasons he is still my lover. As a result of this behavior-identity link, sexual congress between gay and straight men decreased considerably or at least went underground. I know I can not be happy just being friends with the guy I was in love with because when he would talk about other men it would hurt so much because he told me he liked me then changed his mind. Val %- %- %- I'm glad to see this thread that everyone is able to support each other.
As his friend I have to respect who he is. I am reassured he will not misinterpret any contact between our lower bodies, and he understands my need for this reassurance. I have always loved him deeply and he has always loved me. They could be holding you back. I felt warm when I was with him but there was never a raw passion with us.